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| User: | sweettessa_nj (3041227)
She entices me closer.....
Desire blinds the weary and erradicates the fear
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| Name: | sweettessa_nj |
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| Website: | An even deeper look into me |
| Location: | Bordentown, New Jersey, United States |
| Birthdate: | 1982-02-04 |
| E-mail: | njcuriousinnocnt@aol.com
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| AOL IM: |  njcuriousinnocnt (Add Buddy, Send Message) |
| Yahoo! ID: |  Bisw8tangel23 (Add User, Send Message) |
| Bio: | ~As my mind wonders through this world picking up and learning as I explore all that is there to offer and all that is within me to give in return..My heart mourns lost love and disappointments that for some time I have tried to deny to myself but now it is time for me to focus and face what I have seen and done and what I plan to do as I live out the rest of my life to the fullest, and appreciate all I see.
~Let's see how would I describe myself?? I am an extremely open minded, often eccentric dreamer of many conflicting charecteristics at times. I can be fun and humorous or intelligent and serious. My mind enjoys traveling to places less likely to be explored by most in this day and ages' society. I believe in what I believe in and not in what others think I should believe in. I have a mind of my own but yet I can understand and accept others opinions and choices just as easily.I do not judge others for I would not want to be judged.I stand up for my beliefs and place a high value on how I feel about those I love and care about. I am a die hard romantic at one moment but can be as cold as ice if I fear rejections or pain. It takes alot for me to open up up completley but once I do there is no turning back and I can be the most loyal friend or lover. My sexual desires ignite in me as I come closer and closer to the terms of who I am and what I want in my life, but I hold back from revealing too much of myself until I feel complete trust and allow myself to be emotionally involved. I yearn to be understood completely and to understand another just the same. To know someone so well that words need not to be spoken to know eachothers thoughts and deepest, darkest innermost desires. I often feel like many and most misunderstand me or do not see the whole me. I can be as soft and innocent as an angel or as hard as a mysterious seductress.
I am a dreamer who loves to dream of the most fantastic and craziest adventures. I am spontaneous and willing to face all my fears when that opportunity arrives. I believe in living life to the fullest and never holding back. My curiousity of the world and of the people in it flourishes in me. I will never stop yearning to learn and grow as a person. I am a wonderful listener and great at giving out advice but often not good at taking my own. I love to help others and to know that I am a part of the big picture. I am a hard worker who enjoys whatever I do and set my mind on. I love to read, write and share intellectual conversation with others who share my same love for philosophy and deeper thoughts..I am neither jealous nor envious and believe these two things can only cause pain in the end, I strive to never feel their wrath....I believe completely in mind over matter.
"My mind & spirit most be stimulated first before you may reach my body or soul, Touch my mind and you touch the inner most part of me" |
| Memories:: | 1 entry |
| Pictures: | over 30 public |
| Interests: | 116: adoration, adventures, affection, angels, anne rice, aquarius, art, astrology, bdsm, being lost, besitos, bisexuality, bliss, bondage, books, charm, chivalry, cold, contradiction, culture, curiousity, dancing, darkness, deep thought, desire, destiny, domination, dreams, ecstasy, emo, enchantment, enticement, erotica, eternity, evocative, excitement, exotic, fairies, fate, feminity, femmes, free thinking force, friendship, goddess, good & evil, gothic, honesty, horror, illusions, incubus, independence, infatuation, intelligent men, irony, kingdoms, les miserable, lesbian, liberation, light, lingerie, love, loyalty, lust, medieval, memories, music, my children, mystery, mystical things, mythology, nature, nickelback, obssession, oral sex, pain, passion, perversion, phantoms, philosophy, poetry, power, respect, rock, salsa y merengue, secretary, self control, sensual beauty, sensuality, sex, shadows, shakespeare, solitude, soul mates, spanish, stars, submission, sunset, suspense, switching, taste, temptation, tenderness, the mystical, the spirit, the story of o, the unknown, total power exchange, touch, truth, v.c. andrews, vampires, wicca, witchcraft, women, writing, zodiac |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: |  | 135: | __reflejo, _elle_2, _mollys_lips_, _zerlina_, absoluteaddikt, adarkenedlullab, aliwadha, almostbutterfly, ambrosialvision, anbary, andrasta, andrianna, anxietyattack21, aquariusunshine, arazel, arcangelmichael, arje, atrion, aurora_lamour, autumnsky79, autumnwish, banditdreams, beautiful_sales, beingwyrd, bikucha, bite_the_rose, bitofblue, bittydit, blamelesscliche, blissful_days, boofyjo, brain_shivers, calidreaming82, carrie930, cherri_g21, chrisbrandon111, coriandermouse, craven1, crazy_dee, cruxgothgirlie, cstardust, cut2perfection, cxtxc, danidanidani112, darkgoddess526, deardearfriend, defectivemodel, devifemme, digitallight, dr_graffenberg, dragonflypower, dreamaway820, efbq, en_tus_pupilas, eyelikeart, f1esh_and_bone, fairylovemonkey, fallinginlove07, farewell_mask, felinasm, femmefaeryvixen, fervorazure, fiery_angel, fragilelydarken, glassshard13, glushi, goddessjustice, grimtragedy, hardcoregirl, herecomesjessie, i_am_may, inamourata, intothemorning, janes_sin, jill_jaymees, jiltedgirl, juliet_demarcus, kaivalya19, kee_min, lady_kalindra, ladytantalize, lhuneldaiel, lilweirdgurl17, liz4891, lorelei_sakti, mage_girl, mermaiden, midgetmomma, mom_o_cass, moonlitmagik, mrlickylips, mssread69, muzikxjunkie, myopicearache, mysteryraider, mzkitten, mzzunderstood, nakedfaery, notorioussaruh, nycverite, nymphaea, oldschoolmama, onerover1, ophie_lake, peachroseorchid, perfctleimprfct, phantasmagoriak, phantomaddict, piecesofmoi, printedfaces, punkybrwstr, purplpixy, ripen, ruhmes, sensei2400, shamanwest, shutthesmurfup, silverbell06, sjustify69, slavanus, smolderingheart, somebodysgirl, spinelli136, subbotnik, sun_seed, sunflower_23, terseywersey, thefoodsnob, thisyearsgirl13, two_tickets09, venusflesh, wyndsung, x_somethingelse, xylem211, ziba04 |  | 39: | 20plusbipolar, 2_much_sex_info, 4thegurls, __njscene, _knowyoulive, adarkersideofnj, air_signs, alternparents, altsingleparent, anne_rice, aquarianaddme, aquarians, aquariass, aquarius_people, bdsm_tng, becauseiam, bisexual_women, bloodynjgoth, bookofdarkness, borderline, boundrose, bpdisorder, dykeconfessions, eros_society, erotic_poetry, girl_wants_girl, gm411, hauntings, jerseymommy, lilsnglemommies, pretty_ladies, qxts, sex_confessions, sexualastrology, singlemoms, sleep_in_chaos, thediaryof, wearefucked, wiccan |
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| Mutual Friends: | 84: __reflejo, absoluteaddikt, adarkenedlullab, aliwadha, almostbutterfly, ambrosialvision, andrasta, anxietyattack21, arcangelmichael, arje, atrion, aurora_lamour, autumnsky79, beautiful_sales, beingwyrd, bite_the_rose, bitofblue, bittydit, blamelesscliche, boofyjo, calidreaming82, carrie930, craven1, cstardust, cut2perfection, danidanidani112, darkgoddess526, deardearfriend, defectivemodel, devifemme, digitallight, dr_graffenberg, dreamaway820, en_tus_pupilas, fallinginlove07, farewell_mask, felinasm, femmefaeryvixen, glassshard13, glushi, grimtragedy, herecomesjessie, i_am_may, intothemorning, janes_sin, jill_jaymees, jiltedgirl, juliet_demarcus, kaivalya19, lilweirdgurl17, lorelei_sakti, mage_girl, mermaiden, midgetmomma, moonlitmagik, mrlickylips, mssread69, myopicearache, mysteryraider, mzzunderstood, nakedfaery, notorioussaruh, nycverite, onerover1, ophie_lake, perfctleimprfct, phantasmagoriak, phantomaddict, purplpixy, ripen, ruhmes, sensei2400, silverbell06, sjustify69, slavanus, smolderingheart, spinelli136, subbotnik, sunflower_23, thefoodsnob, thisyearsgirl13, two_tickets09, venusflesh, xylem211 |
| Also Friend of: | 4: eroserato, theadulteress, thenewmas, xxxrazor |
| Member of: | 45: 20plusbipolar, 2_much_sex_info, __njscene, _adult_lesbian, _knowyoulive, a_wiccans_cove, adarkersideofnj, air_signs, alternparents, altsingleparent, americanlesbian, angelicfiend, aquarianaddme, aquarians, aquariass, aquarius_people, art_of_spirit, bdsm_tng, bisexual_women, bloodynjgoth, booksforsale, borderline, boundrose, bpdisorder, dykeconfessions, eros_society, erotic_poetry, exoticlesbians, faerie_wicca, femmelesbians, girl_wants_girl, glbt_pagan, happy_gay_life, hauntings, jerseymommy, lesbian, lilsnglemommies, pretty_ladies, qxts, sex_confessions, sexualastrology, singlemoms, sleep_in_chaos, wearefucked, wiccan |
| Account type: | Plus Account |
